I can take the rain on the
roof of this empty house,
That dont bother me.
I can take a few tears now
and then and just let them out .
I'm not afraid to cry every once
in a while even though going on
with you gone still upsets me .
There are days every now and
again I pretend I'm ok .
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of
losing you everywhere I go ,
But I'm doing It .
It's hard to force that smile when
I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting
dressed, livin' with this regret.
But I know if I could do it over i
would trade give away all the
words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
is what I was trying to do..