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iamnotrachel.blogspot.com - MOVED

2006-09-27T16:55:00.000+08:00

Say byebye to blackbrokenheart.
Say byebye to the 99 posts.

I know i've got very little posts.
I know i've been very lazy.

I will miss you blackbrokenheart.
I will try to hit at least 100 posts in future, hoho.

I've moved.

http://iamnotrachel.blogspot.com

Relink (:

2006-09-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

yay food fair ended last sunday yay, i wont have to touch clodhoppers anymore double yay, fattening food with 40% worth of fat (including trans fat), such a sinful packet of snack. goodluck to those who have bought and eaten (including myself my gosh), esp jillian, and fivetwo mates hahaha. I cant wait to get my sinful pay from that sinful boss of mine hohoho. so many things to buy like... clothes, food,bag,coloursplash,develop photos.. emm. hahaha.

today is the 12th, 2 more months to my birthday yay.

i love the creators of adobe yay yay.

Random

2006-09-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

Fattening sugary waffles, TSK.
Hi, 3rd day of work, 2 more days left (:
IhatetheWhiteTeeGreedyLady.
Met a very nice couple today, they offered to help us buy takopochi(?), because we were still working and didnt had enough time left, before those balls (lol) runs out. (: They made my day haha.

Random pictures hahaha.
Ok, i noticed i have been faithfully blogging, i dont know why either. And im thinking of a new address to move to.. emm..

oh, Happy 18th Birthday Lisa Goh swingswing, legal for almost everything and always legal to call me egghead (ass).

Ok morning shift tml. :(

Clodhoppers

2006-09-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hi, would you like to try some Clodhoppers? We have 4 flavours - Cookies & Clods, Poppers (Milk Choc), Chocolate and Vanilla. (:

Oh hello, i just got back from my first day of work at World Food Fair. haha. It was quite alright, just that i was like a tape recorder repeating the same few old lines over and over again. Some adults were very nice people, some very greedy, and the kids are... omg..... Most of them either said, oh its too sweet, nono, chocolates i dont want it, fattening!, so full, no thanks (:, very tasty, but too costly (!&#$%). Haha hilarious. I had to repeat "Oh its imported direct from canada thats why its costly" so many times haha.

Oh just to remind you guys, its Hall5 BoothN18 - Accendo - ClodHoppers. So please visit me heeheehawhaw.

I was on STOMP - party animals, and i found our pictures taken during krunk - fel, sueann, dawn and noven, grab it from me! blogger suck, cause i cant post the pictures here.

So okay, byebye see you soon blackbrokenheart.

Wake me up when september ends.

2006-09-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hi its september already.
wake me up when september ends hahahaha.

I went for Krunk on friday and i had fun dancing, and when i reached home, i only had time to get ready and prepare myself to meet jo for the interview. I dont like the boss and i think her attitude sucked. But anyway, they called jo and i for training tml or rather in a few hours time. So i will be working from 6th - 10th sept from 11am till 10pm selling Chris and Larry ClodHoppers (i think) over at World Food Fair at singapore expo, Hall dont know number what. So please come and visit me. And yay, i'm looking forward on getting $$$. Heehee.

So here are the pictures for krunk (:

Ok anyway,
Australian 'crocodile hunter' Steve Irwin was killed by stingray. ):
Ok i know i dont sound sad, but thats very sad : (

Ok byebye.

Holidays

2006-08-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

Exams over, yay.

Had 0609 chalet, 3Days2Nights.
Love the heavenly marshmallows.

I overslept.
managed to get back to SAC for teacher's day celebration.
Lisa, Nic, Seah, Sharifah, - you all looked cute on stage haha.
i miss being in school. :(

Holidays are here, double yay. :D

Screw Sem 1

2006-08-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

My nose is terribly blocked and my throat refuse to stop itching !&#$%.

Data Communications paper - down!
Visual Basic (omgyousuck) paper - down!!

I mugged real hard last night/this morning and nearly died of high blood & exhaustion & i had the feeling of : I'll never touch vb/notes/codes forever and ever again. Maybe it isnt that bad after reading revision notes over and over again on how the codes actually makes.. sense. I had regrets for not listening attentively during lectures and tutorials. But ChaiTeckSiong so boring. My hatred for VB is ______. Anyway, i'm very GLAD that VB paper is over. I'll never imagine myself learning java next semester. :(

1 more paper left on friday, and it marks an end to semester 1. Screw Sem 1, i know Sem 2 would be tougher. Right seah? (with math & java).

Alright, i should just try and flip through notes now.....

*I cant wait for the 26th! Sam, i know you cant wait too, i love you boo. (:

strawberries love (:

Regrets

2006-08-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 41th Singapore, i know i'm late. But hey its better than nothing. I've got a present for you too Singapore. Just last saturday, i changed my braces rubber bands to Red for the upper jaw, and White for the lower. Mr. Doctor asked me if i would like to do alternate colours for each tooth, but i say no. I thought of the national flag and i did a colour for each. (:

CT's all over and i'm a little happier person now. But maybe i wil probably be a sad person when the results comes out. So, i had a great weekend. I caught the fireworks for 2 days (: and videoed them down. Imagine those fireworks right before your eyes.. It was.. such a stunning sight. Fireworks made me a very happy person. haha.

Its 2:19am(16th), past 15th Aug. Anyhow, Happy 19th Jillian, Happy 18th Shihao. (:

I looked back at all the pictures i took during secondary. And i compared it with the photos now, I realised how much i've grown, how much i have regretted doing things without thinking and realising consequences. So any more regrets in future?

Tomorrow would be another long day facing black and white notes.

Movie Mania

2006-08-06T14:31:00.000+08:00

I caught Fast and Furious - Tokyo Drift and it was good. Jap girls have good bods.

I caught Click last night. I laughed and i cried.
It was so.. touching.

I have no school tomorrow and tuesday. like finally, i have 2 days and 1 national day to mug for my CT's. I cant believe that most of my classmates need not come school on friday for math elective CT, because they were hell lucky enough not to be chosen for maths as their elective. And me, being one of the not so lucky lot got chosen. Grr.
I hope i dont fail my D.E and Graphic Design theory is just stupid. Just when i thought i could let my brain relax (at least a little), but no, after end of this week, i have to mug even harder during that 1 week exam study break. - I dont know how am i going to study programming , along with datacomm and html/javascript within a week. Yes, i think im jinxed this sem. CT's and Exams so close. Unlucky.

Ok i will stop complaining only on the 25thAug.

I will be back for the 'Krunk' Notice haha.

I'm going to mug hard now.

Ct, Exam Fever

2006-07-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

Common Test's nearing.
Exams nearing.

3 Projects finally over.
CT's on 10,11aug (bloody hell)
1 week study break before exams starts.
Exams on 22,23,25aug :(
everything all cramped up..

Im actually quite worried for Digital.E CT and thank god there isnt any exam for D.E but still.. And knowing that the exam format for Graphic Design is quite a "wow", i'm starting to get even more worried. AND of course, with Data Comm, VB and Html Exams after that 1 week break, i'm almost close to death. I know i complain too much, but i cant help it.

On a lighter note, exams will be over in a months time. (:

But life has been quite _____(fill in the blanks) hoho
I love all my friends (seah,sam,lisa, i know you wont see this but i love you guys lots)
And to jonathan fake fish (: (thanks for being there always) and not forgetting darryll ah seow zhiqiang (thanks for acting stupid all the time hahaha)
And to everyone else, you know who you are, i love you too ((:

Anyway, get your tickets from me if you guys are interested for The 'Krunk" Market!

The KRUNK Market @ Tanjong Beach Sentosa!
1st Sept : 6pm to 6am
FIRST largest flamboyant midnight
market + KRUNK RnB beach party!
Surprise performances like The Flesh Parade!
Presale $20 + 1 drink + 1 island entry!
Alc + non alc . Age limit 15.
Tickets are already selling out well! So grab yours now!
(Call/Msg/Mail Rachel (you know where to get my number from);
rachel_081@hotmail.com; if you wanna book tickets)

Ok,Vb(my love) time!

KRUNK

2006-07-20T13:02:00.000+08:00

The KRUNK Market @ Tanjong Beach Sentosa!
1st Sept : 6pm to 6am

FIRST largest flamboyant midnight market +
KRUNK RnB beach party!
Surprise performances like The Flesh Parade!
Presale $20 + 1 drink + 1 island entry!
Alc + non alc . Age limit 15.
Tickets are already selling out well! So grab yours now!
(Call/Msg/Mail Rachel (you know where to get my number);
rachel_081@hotmail.com)

What hurts the most..

2006-07-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the
roof of this empty house,
That dont bother me.
I can take a few tears now
and then and just let them out .
I'm not afraid to cry every once
in a while even though going on
with you gone still upsets me .
There are days every now and
again I pretend I'm ok .
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of
losing you everywhere I go ,
But I'm doing It .
It's hard to force that smile when
I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting
dressed, livin' with this regret.
But I know if I could do it over i
would trade give away all the
words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
is what I was trying to do..

bloody blogger

2006-07-13T17:24:00.000+08:00

[edit]
ok, i am back again.
I am faithfully concentrating on programming
(1st time) , and i get it (really!)
Quite happy, hee.
Ok bye!

-Btw, blogger sucks.
[/edit]

Having Graphic Design now.
Oh man, learning how to draw.. 3D objects.
I picked the easiest object to draw - pencil box. (lol)
I drew shit, and its damn.. ugly.
but on the other hand, it looks like dead's man chest! (:

I need $$$$$.
I dont mind slogging my guts out (hoho)
I hope i get that part time job.

School has been !#$%&?!
Common test on Week17.
Exams on Week 20-21.
3 Projects to be due by next week.
So much shit, so little time.

Ok thats all for now.

SCH STARTS TML

2006-07-02T18:42:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW. ):
I HATE MONDAYS. (Grr)

MORE AND MORE PROJECTS (OMG)
COMMON TEST - END OF JULY (OMGOMG)
EXAMS - AUG/SEP (OMGOMGOMG!)

ESPLANADE IS LOVE.

BYEBYE, OFF TO STUDY

SUN BURNT

2006-06-29T13:29:00.000+08:00

BURNT BURNT BURNING.
ALOE VERA IS LOVE!
PEELING (soon) :(

SCHOOL IS STARTING IN 3 DAYS TIME. (ZZZ)

I FEEL LIKE MOVING THIS BLOG TO A NEW ADDRESS.
suggestions anyone?

MAD ENTRY

2006-06-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

OK TML SCH IS GONNA RE OPEN FOR EVERYONE EXCEPT ME HAHAHA CAUSE I HAVE NO COMMON TEST YAY. ANOTHER WEEK OF HOLIDAY FOR ME YAY YAY.

PROGRAMMING (suck)PROJECT ALMOST DONE. YAY
HTML PROJECT ALMOST DONE. YAY YAY
CREATIVE THINKING NOT DONE BOO
DIGITAL ELECTRONICS(suck) NOT DONE BOO HOO HOO

EVERYTHING IS JUST ABOUT SCHOOL (sucks)

I AM GOING TO SPEND MY WHOLE WEEK ROTTING, FINISHING UP WHATEVER SHIT I NEED TO FINISH AND SPEND AT LEAST 3 DAYS STUDYING.

I AM SUCH A GOODGIRL AND I LOVE IT.

OH YA I THINK I AM A LITTLE TANNED NOW.

I HAVE A BROKEN HEART!
HAHAHAHAHAHA

BYEBYE EVERYONE.
I'VE GONE MAD!

TERM BREAK

2006-06-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

Term break has finally arrived (:
I have so many things to do but it feels like 2 weeks isnt enough.

We had our BBQ. It was good eating sausages, crabmeats, amirah's specially made potatoes(OMG, its like the yummiest potato i have ever eaten at a BBQ)

And how can we forget a bloody enormous loudspeaker set up by World Blood Donation Drive (:

I have so many projects. ):
Html shit
Programming (what a MINI project)
Creative Thinking
Digital Electronics

This week is just for enjoy.
Next week is for torture
Week after next is a NO-CT-WEEK = NO LESSONS = EXTRA 1 WEEK HOLIDAY YAY

This is for you -
I miss you (:

Sentosa with 5/2 babes tml! (:

ps im still not over you

2006-06-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

Excuse me, i really didn't mean to ramble on
but there's a lot of feelings that still remain.
After you were gone, i guess you thought
that i would put it all behind me, but it
seems there's always something right there
to remind me like a silly joke or something
on the t.v., boy it aint easy when i hear our
song. I get that same old feeling, wish i could
press rewind, turn back the hands of time
and i shouldn't be telling you..

Don't you know i've tried and i've tried to
get you out my mind but it don't get no
better as each day goes by and i'm lost
and confused. I've got nothing to lose.
Hope to hear from you soon.

P.s. I'm still not over you,
still not over you , did you know i kept all
of your pictures . Don't have the strength
to part with them yet

060606

2006-06-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

I decided to blog because today is 06/06/06.
But sadly, not being to post an entry during 6pm6mins6secs.

I feel like i have so many things to do suddenly. I ~~will~~ must plan on the stuff i need to do ~~soon~~

I love to study!

Bursting lungs

2006-06-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

My lungs are almost bursting due to excessive coughing (esp in the nights, omg). My nose is running as though they are training for 2.4km runs.

Today is Monday (OMG) and i just want to tell the whole world how much i hate Monday's Timetable, knowing that every Monday MORNINGS, i have to face cheong c.k, struggling with the oscilloscope and function gen and every other shitty stuff. Struggling is one thing, knowing that he DOESNT teach and assume that we know every single thing is another thing. (It doesnt really affect me cause i missed his first lesson, lol) But, it worsen my day by waking up at 7 knowing that class starts at 8.

I cant wait for next week to come! Holidays, yay!

Sleep, bbq, outings, studying, sleep, yay!

EARLY BIRD CATCHES THE WORM

2006-06-01T09:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL, GOOD MORNING.
I AM VERY EARLY TODAY AND MY ASS IS ALREADY STUCKED ON N509 LAB CHAIR. TODAY WILL BE A FUN AND ENRICHING DAY(like real). GRAPHIC' DESIGN LECTURES ARE QUITE DRY.

OK, I HAVE TO GO AND FORM GRIDS AND I WILL BE BACK SOON.

omg i am so tired

2006-05-26T02:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL, I AM SUCH A TIRED CHILD THATS WHY I DECIDED TO TYPE IN CAPS(HAHA DONT ASK WHY)

OK, I AM DONE WITH MY SO CALLED ASSIGNMENT BUT I STILL HAVE MANY MORE TO COMPLETE. SCHOOL STARTS AT 3 TOMORROW AND IM A HAPPY CHILD.

THIS IS SHORT(I BLOGGED FOR THE SAKE OF KEEPING IT ALIVE), BUT I PROMISE I WILL COME BACK SOON WITH MORE CHUNKS OF WORDS.

I AM GOING TO GET MY LONG AWAITED SLEEP NOW.

Complain Queen

2006-05-14T04:04:00.000+08:00

Good Morning, its 4am.
Happy Mother's Day. (:

4 weeks of school has already passed. Im loving school, somehow. Im still 3/4 stucked with the bloody report.

I just realised that something bitter happened on this date one year ago! How time flies!

I'm trying to stop complaining.

HI

2006-05-03T15:41:00.000+08:00

HI, im blogging in school with JON'S lappy and with darryll sitting beside us!

rachel: HI darryll
darryll: huh. (with jeric's expression)
jon: haha jeric's face!
rachel: hello idiots! say hi to me!
darryll: hi (unwillingly)
jon: huh my turn?
rachel: hahaha

YAY its the end of school for today!

Jlers- I miss you guys :(
Hippo - STOP nagging at me :(

OK, I have nothing to blog now.
BYE!

ITS SATURDAY!

2006-04-29T02:26:00.000+08:00

OMG I HATE BLOGGER, I TYPED SUCH A LONG ENTRY AND ITS ALL GONE. NOW I DONT HAVE THE INSPIRATION TO BLOG. BUT ANYWAY HI, IM BACK. ITS ALREADY THE END OF MY SECOND WEEK OF POLY AND IT HAS BEEN GOOD SO FAR ((:

I have quite ALOT to complain on school. For eg: Darryll and Jon are ALWAYS late in the mornings, i dont like waking up in the mornings and i hate it even more to realise that i need to wake up even earlier as compared to secondary, i hate my time table especially MONDAYS(omg i want to die)but im so thankful this coming Monday cause its laboura day and Jon claims that on monday i ( or rather all women) will suffer from labour pains?!(zzz), i dont like 2 modules out of all on what im doing. I hate MATHSELECTIVE, programming gives my eyeballs lots of shit stuff, i dont understand why lecture rooms and tutorial rooms are so cold?, school computer sucks cause it denies access to www.friendster.com..

AND i also have alot to complain(outta school) For eg: I miss seeing JLERS every single day during secondary days, i miss sac alot, i miss secfivetwo, i miss playing with everyone, i miss doing nothing at home, i miss being a couch potato, i miss watching TV, i miss sleeping for more than 12 hours, and i miss being me..

GOODMORNING, ITS SATURDAY!

WORK.

2006-04-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hi, i'm back and i worked from 12th -15th! The book warehouse sale at singex was damn crowded esp on Good Friday. Lisa and i were in charged of the children's section. Oh man, the whole section was super messy,. everywhere was filled with so many nice colourful books! I dont even remember having those kind of books when i was younger. Haha lisa was like a barney hero, everyone was searching for Barney books/ horrible science books/Maisy books(?!) We carried books, walked (ALOT), laugh, taking free mineral water bottles, stare, keeping our barney and "where's wally" books in our smiley boxes and I visited toilet like 10 times each day. Yesterday, hippo visited me ((: everyone went mad over wally. wally is like my long lost friend and i love searching for wally. hahaha. AND IM SUPPOSED TO WORK TODAY BUT IM NOT YAY.

btw, 5/2 mates, anyone got any idea who's the 'LOL' person on our class blog? that idiot child is damn annoying and ask her/him to talk to us face to face la! tsk.

tomorrow will be my first day of school. not really excited. but quite zzzz. I start school at like 8 and i end at 5 tmr. Guess what? I got maths as my elective. bloody.

Amath now! BYE.

ORIENTATION

2006-04-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

Actually Orientation wasnt as bad as i thought. It turned out quite alright. Amazingly, i went for all 3 days. Not because i want to, but because i had no choice. haha. first day was really boring. everyone in my class was super quiet. I was then seperated from them cause i had to go for practice for the last day perfomance. So, i got kicked to another new environment. It was damn scary at first, the boys were hyper and the girls was alright :))) Made many new friends and its good. HAHA. 2nd day was super tiring. So it all went well for the last day. Exchanged numbers and all, took photos and it was really fun. Its quite worth it after all. But i really miss being in secondary school still. During the 3 day orientation, i wanted to cry (lol) and i kept thinking of JLERS and classmates :(

MY DANCE MATES
(SORRY, FORGIVE THE BLURNESS)

WITH MY OGL'S :))

Sister's birthday tml, Happy Advance 14th Birthday RAQUEL! (: and work is starting on the 12th all the way till 16th! $$$$$$$ here i come. Lisa, you better not be late for work, see you on the 12th! haha. and.. JLERS i miss you guys so much :(

pms

2006-04-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

Im going for job interview with lisa tomorrow! guess what job is it! I think its going to be tiring but i think it will be fun, just the 4 days. Earn some cash before school starts. hee. my dad so nice, he's gonna fetch us all the way to ang mo kio! daddy i love you! (: anyway, i have dental tml. Tml will be diet day all the way till....i'll think about it.

I love april, cause i have something to do everyday from now on. I hate being useless and good for nothing and...

Everyday is pms day.

CLEAN AND CLEAR HAHA

2006-03-27T02:44:00.000+08:00

HI I HAVE A WHOLE NEW CLEAN/PLAIN/WHITE (WHATEVER YOU CALL IT) LOOK AFTER SO MANY MONTHS/YEARS OF A BLACK BACKGROUND. I FEEL CLEAN AND CLEAR HAHAHA.

ORIENTATION IS COMING, SCHOOL IS STARTING, HAIR IS DROPPING, POCKETS ARE BURNING, AND IM DYING.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!

blooger

2006-03-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

HI i spelt blogger as blooger haha.

So, i have been basically rotting at home (the only way to save $$). All i do is go online, eat, tv, eat(air; thats what the moon always says), sleep, tv, goodnight! Haha then i looked at photos and i miss being in SAC, when we all used to study(well not really), play, eat, talk shit, take photos, sms(lol), cry, laugh, go mad, running to toilets every period, wait for the bell to go off at 145, assembly, singing hymns.. :( Its so sad to see your friends and yourself (ME) growing older. Goodbye to the five memorable years man. HAHA, now we are just all seperated, living our own seperate lives.

Anyway, i am having nightmares being in poly (hoho) and im still trying to convince myself that i ~~will~~must make it and survive this course together with seah xin hua. seah xin hua i miss you, where'd you go haha. AND anyone knows when is the bloody DAE result gonna come out? Because its taking 10 years and.... ugh.

JLERS - i cant wait to see all of you on the 31st, i know you guys cant wait to see me too HEE. MOON - hello hippo please listen to me and sleep earlier! i know you love me so much! (lol.) SHARON - now that you got np,nyp,tp please choose your sch wisely (: NOR, can you please cheer up and meet me soon sexy!

AND IM CRAVING FOR MAC FRENCHFRIES AGAIN YUMMYYUMYUMYUMMY!

Blah blah black sheep

2006-03-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

HI, I ATE MAC FRENCH FRIES YEST YUM YUM.

jlers, when is our next outing? moon, remb to take care and bring sheep's skin. felicia leong huixian - please upload the pictures !#$%^nor - come to nyp and we can all laugh play talk rubbish (: i love everyone!

I received my enrolment package earlier this week and inside contains many forms. i have so many things to do. pay bills, medical checkup, take photo for ezylink (finally), fill in forms, blah blah blah.. My orientation is on 5-7 of april, 830am - 6pm (?!?!?!) Eileen seah, i will most probably stay over your place on the 2nd day and we can go school together (and i can sleep more) hee hee.

AND, i have also received my appeal results (not DAE) from TP, and.........

Dear Applicant,
Appeal for admission - Joint Admissions Exercise
(JAE) & Joint Poly Special Admissions Exercises
(JPSAE) 2006. We refer to your appeal for admission
/change of course received during JAE/JPSAE
Appeal (between 6 & 7 March 2006). We have given
careful consideration to your appeal and regret to
inform you that your appeal for the courses listed
in the appeal form is unsuccessful.

Thank you for your interest in our courses.

Warmest Regards,
Student Services & Admissions
Temasek Polytechnic
Email: Admissions@tp.edu.sg
Hotline: 6787 8000
Fax: 6783 3031

Note: For those who have submitted a Direct
Application to us, please note that you may logon
to: http://www.tp.edu.sg/courses/ admissions/
default.htm and click on “ Course Application
Status Enquiry & Enrolment System” to check
your application status. Applicants with valid
email address provided in their application will
be alerted through email when their application
status has been updated.

AND, i checked my DAE (for tp and nyp).... its still under consideration. I have a feeling that i would be unsuccessful for my DAE too. seah xinhua eileen, we will just stay put and love our course..

Ok whatever.

White Stripes

2006-03-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

Im peeling like a _______. I have potato/lizard/crocodile skin now, or whatever kind of skin you call it. Its so UGLY, and im itching all over(again) hahaha. I can even have like a peeling session of 30 minutes all by myself. Peeling off the skin bit by bit.

I want to be a business woman with lots of appointments! Haha so random.

I dont think i want to shop for clothes anymore cause i really have no money. I must save for rainy days and for my future/marriage/education/parents/family. hahaha. But, i thought of going Ikea soon to get my magnetic board(yay), boxes(yay yay), some nice magnets and........

I havent receive my enrolment package and i am quite scared that the postman had read the address wrongly and put into someone else mailbox, and that someone else will not be bothered and decide to feed the dustbin. Or maybe my mother will think that it is just another junk mail/advert and then...... So i decided to make an effort to open my mailbox every now and then. Or maybe, NYP is just slower in sending mails then the rest of the polys hahah. anyway, i am still quite sad over the postings and i dont think i will ever get over it till i start school. On one hand, i look forward to go to school because thank god like seah is in that course, but on the other hand, i dont even know what i will study in my-not-so-ideal-course. PLUS the travelling time of 1 hour makes me !#$%. *MOON, remember to send me to school when you can drive haha

Oh and i met jo and lisa(at last) that day. Jo and i had some 3 hour shopping and i went off to meet the moon. we had fun and rubbish talking sessions. we walked from orchard to cityhall like oh my god. quite used to it actually. we took pictures, like superstar.

DUCK AND HIPPO TOURS

Ok i want to go and eat my hello panda now.

2006-03-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

This is Jillian here, Im the moon. and im here to invade and shout out my lovely poem i made.

HEY RACHEL RACHEL,
WHY SHE SO DINGDONG,
THE GOOSE JUMP OVER THE MOON
THE MOON BECOME GOON GOON
AND GOOSE LAUGH AT MOON MOON

This poem was inspired by , Hey diddle diddle... the cow jump over the moon nursey rhyme. Let this be the next hit baby! :) hahahaha.

BTW, RACHEL YEO TING RU IS A VERY NAUGHTY GOOSE. Everyone that knows her, please make sure she eats well.

To Miss Yeo, you are roasted now, please rest alright. BATHE IN ALOE VERA. your favourite. :) love you.

Red walking lobster

2006-03-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

I got my postings and i didnt get to the course i opted for. Im really disappointed because i cant get to study the stuffs that i want to. sigh. But you know, at least i got my eileen seah xin hua with the same course and same school as me! I got a shocked and i nearly died. LIke oh my god, what a coincidence! but still, im gonna appeal even though i know i will have a chance of 0.05 percent.

on a lighter note, i had so much fun yesterday with my darlings (seah jo sam lisa) at ECP. (: It has been quite a while since we had a outing (ok well not really that long). We tanned, talked rubbish, walked, get ourself lost (seah and i), take photos, shopping(lol) and talked more rubbish. hehe. ECP was such a good place for everything. so, i got back and burnt, looking like a walking lobster.

it feels like im living beside the sun with a body temperature of 10000000000 deg and sleeping on a bed of needles.

Aloe Vera, here i come!

pictures time :

NO $$

2006-03-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hi, i have so much to blog about (but i'm quite lazy). so anyway, i was irritated as hell because i have no $$ (oMFgZz!) How time flies! Its already the second day of march. So i spent the last week of feb with the people i love. We went to VCH for sac's concert and it was good. I was quite happy that night because i finally ate my crayfish pasta (yum yum). But quite depressing to walk along one fullerton. haha. oh and ww, (i hope you read this), you know i love you so much! i hope you bump into me more often over at bugis street! so i can get more discounts from your friend soon. heehee. i love you ww, you are the best haha. ok so anyway, what a boring entry.

earlier this week, nor debbie and i were all talking about irc. haha i miss sec1,2,3. logging onto IRC every night to chat and not study. those days it was so hip and cool.

and i finally get to meet up with the moon on tuesday! so we walked quite alot again. cityhall raffles marina bugis (omg?!) we took photos, ate ya kun and talked rubbish. Btw yue yue, im loving the sunflower earrings! so pretty haha! ok pictures of us here (:

alright, yesterday i spent my day with nor and felicia. It was fun (: we (window) shopped quite alot. we have no money ( bloody hell, my ezy link no $ again) and no energy, we are the poorgirlsss haha. we walked, talked shit, danced and screamed hahahaha. and nor, dont worry alright, everything will be alright (: Smile please. dont be so sad :(. felicia leong hui xian, im so GLAD you bought your bag. thank god. if not everytime i will be dragged to royal sporting house looking for your baby pony. haha. pictures will be uploaded maybe around 20 years later because my dear nor and felicia will take 10 years to upload the pictures. (:

posting results will be out tomorrow morning 8 am. ):

no money!
no money!
no money!

I cant wait for saturday to see my darlingssssss!

SHOP @ MARINA!

2006-02-24T03:16:00.000+08:00

Hi, today was good. I went out with felicia leong hui xian and we met mag chua soon after. So we walked from city link to raffles and from raffles back to city link and to marina square for lots of shopping, pictures, carl's JR (oh my god), laughing and getting high. Marina Square is good. hee. I was so proud of myself because i managed to finish my hugeeeeee gigantic enormous jumbo portobello mushroom burger and almost half of beef chili cheese fries. And i nearly died. Ok so anyway, i got really high after Carl's Jr, so we took many many many photos and i dont really know what i was doing. Ok i dont know what i am really typing now.

Ok, I am going to sleep now because i am really tired. Im going to VCH tomorrow for SAC concert!! and leave the night for partying.. HEEHEE

joanna,lisa,eileen,sam and myself, I love you. hahaha sharon, nor, date me out soon and fly kite! jyue -ahbengofthecentury, you get the L word illness already is it! remember 10000004 hugs! i love you (:

AND NOW, TIME FOR PICTURES :)

OK THATS ABOUT IT
GOODNIGHT

WW'S 18TH

2006-02-20T03:06:00.000+08:00

I am really tired and i dont know why i am still blogging. ok anyway, this whole week has been good. I went out for 5 consecutive days, no actually 7, including today (sunday). I cant remember where i went, i only remembered not being at home everyday. Ok so i'm really broke and i dont know what i spent on. I hate spending $$ on MRT rides. bloody costly. I need to find more tees and shorts and belts. On a lighter note, my mom bought me my mng pants. I love you mama. I shall save my own money and not use my ang bao money for shopping.

My yeye has been really sick and i hope he is ok even though he is eighty years old. god bless you yeye :(

Anyway, i went over to jiayi's place to celebrate ww's 18th birthday just now. ww, happy 18th! I dont get it, the smallest size people seems to be the eldest. so i took alot of pictures with everyone ( and myself haha). So with food, cake, camera and awesome company made me very happy haha. It feels like my birthday today, haha. ok pictures are up. sorry sharon and others, i have always been a fan of dotphoto (hahaha), so dont blame me if dot photo disabled their right clicks. I will come online and send you!? Just be patient and wait hahaha.

J.LERS!

EX CHOMPS

WE ARE SO COOL

CAMP CANDLES HAHA

RETARDS

COOLEST PEOPLE

PRETTIEST HEHE

L.O.V.E

AWESOME COMPANY
I LOVE YOU GUYS
WEIWEI HAPPY 18TH!

OK, GOODNIGHT

depression

2006-02-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

de·pres·sion; (d-prshn); NOUN:

1 : a) The act of depressing.

b) The condition of being depressed.
2: An area that is sunk below its surroundings.

3: The condition of feeling sad or despondent.

4: Psychology ;

A psychiatric disorder characterized by

an inability to concentrate, insomnia, loss

of appetite, anhedonia, feelings of extreme

sadness, guilt, helplessness and

hopelessness, and thoughts of death.

Also called clinical depression .

getoveritgetoveritgetoverit

Anyway, i got back 10% of confidence.

Haha. I feel like going on a holiday suddenly,

or maybe for some shopping/tanning perhaps?

MAKE IT HAPPEN

2006-02-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

RESULTS ARE OUT.
IM DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF.
BUT IM QUITE SATISFIED WITH MY A/C :D
OK I REALLY HOPE I GET INTO THE COURSE I WANT

god, please bless me :(

ANYWAY,

I MISS CREATIVE COMP.

Results.

2006-02-10T05:32:00.000+08:00

Results in less than 10 hours time.

I cant get to sleep and this is killing me

Help.

Loving it

2006-02-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

HI.
I did so many things on friday, It was filled with fun and joy and sadness(for me only, lol).
Started the day with NP open house. Sam and I went mad cam whoring during the longest train ride ever.

then we headed to azalea park..

Finally! We had our class gathering. It was pretty fun. It was nice catching up with my classmates after 3 months (some), including Miss lim. There was alot of food, leftovers, cam whoring, chatting, going crazy and every thing else. I wish we have this all the time (: Ok and as for the sadness part, my phone was bascially drowning in azalea's park swimming pool of a depth of 0.5m and it died soon after. I tried to revive it but bloody nokia has short life lah. !#$% I lost all my contacts and messages and recordings (omg) and photos (omg omg!) I dont know if this is good or bad. If i get my dream phone it would be good. If i dont get a phone it would be bad. Ok enough about this. Thanks to the man who took this really blur class photograph which was suppose to turn out gorgeous.

click here for more photos : class gathering

messing up my hair ( 1st picture)
thanks eileen seah

pool madness haha

going mad

my ah lianz gangz worzz

then we recruited more members. hahaha
the coolest people.

YAY

2006-02-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

I cant wait for the late evening!!

YOOOHOOOOOOO!

Bonding@Azalea Park

2006-01-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

I need $.
Goodnight. (zzz)

There's nothing left to say but goodbye.

2006-01-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

CNY'S COMING!

WED'S COMING
RESULTS COMING
VALENTINE'S COMING

GOODNIGHT.

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

LOVING AIRSUPPLY (haha)

-

I was very happy yesterday (sat)

because i get to meet all my loves!

NYP Visit, Photos, Laughs, Photos,

Town, Photos, The Westbun, Photos,

Memoirs Of Geisha, Photos, Shopping,

Photos, Gossip. haha.

more photos uploaded to j.lers album!

Eye Relaxation haha

2006-01-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

Hi Im back.

Anyway, try some Eye Relaxation :

( I got this from weird val, haha)

Count every "F " in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE

RESULT OF YEARS OF

SCIENTIFIC STUDY

COMBINED WITH THE

EXPERIENCE OF YEARS.

Ok, Post your answer on my comment box

and I'll let you know if you are a genius.

( Im a genius, btw. hahahaha)

Its like winter

2006-01-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

[edit]

Hello, Im back and it seems like its not raining anymore?! So i went out with yue today and we saw alot of people. Too much of a coincidence. Im so happy because we bought our b&w film, took photo-me, loving the escalators and walked. :D

Im in search of a white shorts. Bugis Street soon jillian yue!

It's Friday the 13th, It's still raining forever out there and it feels like winter.

Today i did nothing but worrying. Im freaking out because Feb is nearing. I hope i pass my maths, i hope i pass my maths, i hope i pass my maths, and get into my desired course. I hope God grants me my wish. I will commit suicide if i dont. (HAHA).

sigh.

I did quite abit of shopping that left me broke. $$$, where did you fly too. I wonder how CNY is going to be like this year, how many angbaos im going to receive and how my relatives are going to ask me the same old questions. Its so boring.

Anyway, I have new pictures!

I really enjoy doing accounts and photography.

Old school.

2006-01-07T03:01:00.000+08:00

We got back to SAC and had quite

abit of fun.. roaming around. haha.

I miss the fun we used to had.

I miss school. ):

so now people, go to this happening site! (:

wethrowpeanutsatoldwomen

HELLO 2006! :D

2006-01-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO 2006!

Happy New Year People! (:

Im here, Im here!

My first entry of the year!

Im here to blog because its the 1st of Jan.

(although i've nothing to blog about.)

oh well, Im listing my resolutions

(plus a shopping list, hoho).

hahahaha.

Fireworks from Chai Chee, lol.

and here's a testimonial from ah yue! (:

JI- RULE III, Sunday, January 01, 2006:

Dear miss yeo,

As 2006 approaches,

miss yue hopes that you would kindly do the following.
1. EAT MORE

2. BE HAPPY

3. SMILE MORE

4. EAT MORE

5. REMB JYUE IS HERE FOR YOU

6. EAT MORE

7. BE GOOD

8. REMAIN JYUE'S ELG

9. EAT MORE

10. STAY ON CLOUD 104

11. EAT MORE

12. lastly, EAT MORE.

follow these 12 steps, to a great o6'

LOVE YOU BABE.

( OK I LOVE YOU TOO :D )

Alright, school is starting for small yeo!

to small yeo :

haha, be good and study and stop

hogging onto the computer.

I cant wait for you to go to school

freeedoooooommmmm. :D

I miss school. Sigh

Wallowing in nostalgia. ):

I dont exactly know what im typing.

I told you i have nothing to blog about!

This is so random. haha

Goodbye 2005!

2005-12-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

hello,
Its new year's eve (:

x'mas is over and 2006 in few hours time.

I have a number of resolutions (:

but well, resolutions.. (HAHA)

I've finally realised how much a person

mean when he/she is gone.

Haha, just some random thoughts.

I've learnt how to do housework!

(after 17 years, hoho)

Oh, and i dug out many many photos (again)

Secondary 1 - 5 class photos.

people @ wethrowpeanutsatoldwomen,

please dont kill me. hahaha.

then

hahaha

primary 1

spot me spot me!

secondary 5 (:

now

haha

[EDIT]

And after reading jyue's blog,

I ought to put a picture of the yeo's and us. (:

the yeos (:

my dearest yue

and not forgetting..
my loves (:

Okay, Im quite excited for 2006.

The earth'll have a brand new Rachel! (:

(i hope so)

Perhaps the last entry of 2005.
I'll always remember 2005 for all
the crazy times.
Goodbye 2005..

See y'all in 2006! (:

1st ROLL

2005-12-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

Holga - First Roll

When i touch, it turns gold.

2nd roll, Im coming for you soon!

I hope mummy will be fine. :(
and i've a list of stuffs i wanna get.

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.
BYEBYE

mommy i love you

2005-12-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

Thats all for the short outing (: (13dec)

btw, click to view more :
104 edition
j.lers

Mommy, I love you.

Why do the street lamps die, When you're passing by.

2005-12-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

Life is so unpredictable.

I'm scared.

Pictures galore!

2005-11-28T03:58:00.000+08:00

The pictures will paint the whole entry!

23th was just us painting the town red
24th - Harry Potter. (No pictures lol)

For More : j.lers

-
Then Comes the 25th (:
Happy Sixth! hee.
We had lots of fun right yue yue?
For More : Makino*

-
Once again we sit in silence
after all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
baby look what we've become
We can make a million promises
but we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
when you only bring each other pain
I don't wanna cry, don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've given you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby i don't wanna cry
Too far apart to bridge the distance
But something keeps us hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around
All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing
On make-believing..

Mariah Carey - I dont wanna cry

-
Everyday I am stressed on what i should do.
Murder me.

Okay! Thank You please come again!

O's ARE OVER!!

2005-11-23T01:09:00.000+08:00

O'S ARE FINALLY OVER.

Im offically FREE from exams.

Im going to enjoy!

Im going to sleep!

Im going to shop!

Im going to work!

Im going to party!

Im going to be the happiest person alive.

BYE. :D

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY RACHEL YEO TINGRU =)

2005-11-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hello all,

I'm back after one and a half months.

Just one year ago, on this day I was 16.

sigh, blue blue birthday blues.

but whatever it is,

i would like to thank my ever dearest

family, sister, j.lers, yue, (i love you all the most.)

and everyone who wished me.

A BIG THANK YOU.

Happy 17th Birthday RACHEL YEO.

My new chapter of life beings on the 22nd. =)

grad night

2005-09-25T02:24:00.000+08:00

hello,

Grad night was alright.
but the auditorium was bloody cold.
Thank god Mrs Loh speech wasnt as long as
expected. Oh, i thought that Mr Ng's speech was
quite funny too. haha. Apparently, i was the last
girl to receive my testimonial out of approx 290
girls. I remembered when i shook sister jo's hands,
my hands were like ice (?)

anyway, everyone looked gorgeous last night. (:
We went down to town, accompanied by millions
of stares. We were all bored and had nothing to do
so we cabbed to seah's place and stayed for the
night. (:

Click on the words :
J.lers
Me/Tasha
Family

alright, so grad night is all over and
school starting on monday.
life still sucks. 6 to 7 more weeks to O's?

1) continue mugging.
2) i hope i die before the papers.
3) maths paper 2 pracs after sch on mon? *^%$

on a lighter note, 9 weeks or so till my life begins.

-

i want to catch Quidam but i'm really broke.
and tickets for Stomp all sold out?!?! *#$%^

Grad Night pictures are up. :) Click here

why am i feeling so thirsty and tired?

prelims suck my blood

2005-09-18T15:59:00.000+08:00

hello, i am back.
and i am worth $1,975,838 on humanonsale.com

1) I have a bloody chinese paper at 10am tmr.
2) Prelims made me vomit blood.
3) I have two more papers to go. kill me. ):
4) I went shopping (thank god) : click here
5) But i have no $
6) Suddenly, i am quite excited for grad night. (5 more days)
7) 7 weeks to o's
8) 9 weeks and 2 days till my life begins.

I will be back soon.
But then again, i dont think so.
prelims might had already killed me.

thank you please come again.
byebye.

Revaluation of stock (?) / Miss you.

2005-09-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

I was angered, for I had no shoes.

Then I met a man who had no feet.

* happy 17th, lisa!

Ragtop chrome pipes

2005-09-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

I'm under-going Pre-Mensual Syndrome.

I screwed up my social studies paper!

Whatever i studied didnt even came out!

ugh. our class prediction went wrong after all.
okay whatever, its over anyway. ):

Its the start of the ~~holidays~~ studying week.
I doubt i can make it for prelims. ugh.
2 more months 2 more months 2 more months.
JUST 2 more months and i will be free. ugh

Do you remember

When we first moved in together

The piano took up the living room

You'd play me boogie woogie

I played you love songs

You'd say we're playing house

Now you still say we are

We build our get away

Up in a tree we found

We felt so far away

Though we were still in town

I remember watching

That old tree burn down

I took a picture that

I don't like to look at

Well all these times

They come and go

Alone don't seem so long

Over 10 years have gone by

We cant rewind

We're locked in time

But your still mine

Do you remember?

Let-down.

2005-08-28T10:17:00.000+08:00

a thousand why's came dashing through my mind.

totally wrecked.

tragic, hurt, miserable, destory, devastate,

depressing, ruin, failure, let-down, dashed,

deceived, frustration, regret..

english prelims starts tmr.

sci pracs - 30th

social studies - 2nd Sept

1 week break - 3rd - 11th

emaths 1 - 12th

geog.e + phy 2 - 13th

emaths 2 - 14th

a/c 2 + bio 4 - 15th

a/c 1 - 16th

phy/bio 1 - 20th

happy 17th, sam! (260805)

26 days to grad night

70 days to o's

period.

The third. (:

2005-08-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

good morning. Zzzz.

stress, accentuation, beat, force, opression,

pressure, strain, tension, urgency, exhausting.

thank god for the 25th. elg. (:
beatitude, blessed, bliss, delight, gladness, pleasure.

4 days to prelims
29 days to grad night
73 days to o's

Mooncake?

2005-08-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

I'm extremely annoyed displeased vexed

exasperated irritated miffed peeved. UGH! :(
I think i'll just die in the middle of my sleep.
Anyhow, there's nothing intriguing to talk about.

okay, jyue told me to quote this:

"I love my Durian Smell",

"Durian rocks! Esp if it's made into a Mooncake :)"

"Interpersonal Interactivity belongs to the

Durian and the Moon".

Hahaha!

10 days to prelims
35 days to grad night
79 days to o's
84 days to my birthday (12nov, btw. haha!)

school in 7 hours time.
Good morning earth.

CLOUD 104; Happy Birthday JYUE.

2005-08-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JILLIAN YUE!
Eye Loo Goo. (:

I know its hard to believe
Your still the biggest part of me
All I'm living for
I still think about you,
I still dream about you,
I still want you,
and need you by my side.
I'm still mad about you,
all I ever wanted was you.

Okay i went for mass this morning. (14Aug)
Practically got frozen over at church.
"God gives us what we need, not what we want"
okay that makes so much sense.

Headed to Tm, Wedding Crashers with Cloud 104.
I think i would never dare to watch The Maid. lol.
I enjoyed myself today, really. (:

Alright, i need to buy a pair of shoes for grad night.
If not, i will just go barefooted. tsk.

Chinese O's results came out quite disappointing.
I feel scared and worried for my studies, but it seems
like i dont know what to do to overcome this problem.
Im not looking forward to school at all.
Im just waiting for a long study break so that i can
stay at home and lock myself in the damn room and
do all my exam practice papers all night long.
Cant they just grant me this wish right now. Ugh.

JUST A FEW MORE MONTHS RACHEL!!

1) Finish up revision on social studies by 30AUG.
2) I have to practice more and more and more maths
3) I have to memorize notes on biology.
4) I have to practice PHYSICS. omg.
5) I have to practice more accounts.
6) I have to read up on geog (but i still fail)
7) I just want to read all day long!

Well, Life hasnt really begun yet.

Dont walk away.

2005-08-10T17:34:00.000+08:00

After much consideration and walking over the
long weekend, i finally bought my grad night
dress. I thought i was never gonna find a dress.
Thank god, Its a load of my mind now. :D
Now, its just shoes and accessories. Phew.

Everything's falling,and I am included in that.
Oh, how I try to be just okay. Yeah, but all I ever
really wanted was a little piece of you.

Sports carnival on monday was quite boring, we
didnt had that "energy" compared to previous years.
Bakitha got second place. (:
Francis always takes the first place, as usual. Tsk.

We walked miles on monday in search for nice,
affordable, white dresses. Haha. Pictures are up.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/rachelyeo/32527089/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/rachelyeo/32663462/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/rachelyeo/32527088/

Someone buy me Rachael Yamagata Cd?

Please, sir, don't you walk away.

I cant believe sat, sun, mon, tue just passed.
Hello, I dont even remember doing anything. Hoho.
I barely touched my books even though i thought
i would. Alright, and i see myself suffering now
after all the procrastination. Tsk. I have piles and
stacks of work to finish up. I can just cry and die.

Everybody's talking how I can't be your love.
But I want to be your love.
Want to be your love for real.

I made a list of what i need to do/study/buy.
I cant wait for the weekend to come again.

I need to study.

TGIF.

2005-08-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

I was dead tired at school, i bet even toothpicks cant
keep my eyes open. What a long weekend i'll have!
Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday!
I dont know why i dont get enough sleep everynight.
I've just too much work to complete. I do not see a
point of having mock exams after school without
a teacher when everyone will go around discussing
answers. I rather go home and nap. ):
Life sucks when your whole world revolves around
nothing else but studies, namely, SS. I nearly killed
myself when i saw mui mui over at lagoon just now.
Sometimes i really wonder, what is muimui's aim in
life. Tsk.

I was just thinking about what life actually means.
And, Its quite scary to see how people around you
actually change. For all you know, the person
whom was once the closest to you actually turns
out being your enemy.

I have plenty of work to do, and lots to catch up.
I hate physics now.
I am beginning to love maths. *Its never too late lol.

*Girls, i'm almost done with the slides.
But i am still in need of sec three photos though
i know how much all of you dont want the
photos to be inside. HAHA.

I need to spend my long weekend wisely, knowing
that prelims are round the corner. (omg) Even though
i dont seem like i care for prelims. But hey, i actually
do okay!

Mon will be sports day and say hello to bakitha.
I cant wait to go for dress hunting on monday.

I need you - I love you.

What a lengthy entry.

Im going to do some photoshopping now. (:

heartbreaker.

2005-07-31T13:09:00.000+08:00

weekend's almost over. ):

I dont even think i've a life now.

I cant wait for all these torture to be over.

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Boy, don't you know you can't escape me

Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

(click to enlarge)

ARGH.

2005-07-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

i had a fucking bad day today.

i hate everything that is going on around me .

and, 28th july 2005 sucks.

i bite.

t w o months of bliss. (:

2005-07-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

I'm back and dying.
My life is so packed with homework.
(esp: social studies, omg.)
I go to school every day with eyes half closed.
I dont even have time to sit down and study.
What really annoys me is that,
I dont even have time to sleep.
I dont even think i have a life now.

i'd kill myself if i don't meet you ever again..

every week is just more of work and tests.

I have a Maths mock exam tomorrow. Argh.
I have a Sci Prac on wednesday, and i hope
there'll be no bunsen burners please. lol.
I have another bloody maths test on thursday.
I have Eng mock exam on friday. ):

i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.

you mean just too much to me. (:

But, at least i went down to town today. (sun)
Finding white dresses makes my blood boil.
I dont even feel like going for grad night anymore.

okay, i need to sleep.

all i ask of you.

2005-07-17T16:53:00.000+08:00

say you'll love me every waking moment

turn my head with talk of summer time

say you need me with you now and always

promise me that all you say is true.

that's all I ask of you.

love me, that's all I ask of you.

Airport, J.LERS

2005-07-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

Its a boring sunday. There's some people over
at my house and i got woken up from sleep. ugh.
School has just been plain torture. (as usual)
Sometimes i pity my brain, but sometimes i dont.
Omg, can you believe it tmr is a monday again.
I hate mondays, i hate mondays, i hate mondays!
I hate school, i hate school, i hate school.
school is shit. ( lol )
O level chinese orals is on thursday,
O level chinese listening is on friday. omg.
Please tell me its just torture for a few more months.

Yesterday went down to the airport with J.LERS.
Did quite alot on mathematics and.. taking photos.
Haha. We had lots of fun. Okay, or maybe only me.
I had lots of fun laughing and talking to myself.
I'll upload the pictures soon.
But i guess the soon will never come. Haha.
but here's a few.. tee hee

okay i need a room revamp.
but for now, my brains need to work.
thank you bye bye please come again.

J.LERS (:

2005-07-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

[edit]
so i am back from school and that school was just as
sucky, went over to sam's place, had fun laughing.
i went mad over there. okay whatever, i need to
study soon. hee.
[/edit]

I love J.LERS

went down to town, wanted to bring home shopping
bags but we ended up bringing home our wobbly legs.
there's nothing to buy and im the angriest woman on
earth. i saw a white morgan bag which prints peace
and love that costs 66 bucks. i want that bag so
badly, but i think my mummy will disown me because
it is not worth it.

what a youth day.
haha whatever.

i will upload pictures soon when i have the time.
but i doubt i will have the time.

heres some of them :

7 more hours i will see myself in school.
i cant imagine how's the day gonna be like with a
fucking 9.15am recess and straight 4 hour lessons
non stop, esp with social studies.

- pragmatism
- forward looking
- meritocracy
- fairness
- transparency.

i just hope she wont pick me because i will be
sleeping with my eyes open. ):
sigh school sucks.

okay nvm, im typing some rubbish.
my left and right brain cannot co ordinate.

i think i am going to die soon.

goodbye chomps.

2005-06-29T01:29:00.000+08:00

Feels like i hadnt slept for nights.
I hate school i hate school i hate school.
Ten weeks ten weeks ten weeks!
I offically declare, i've no more energy left.
I hope i die soon.

You just call out my name.
And you know wherever I am.
I'll come running, oh yes I will.

all is gone,
goodbye, ______ (fill in the blanks)

sigh.

Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.

period.

Switching Biological Clock

2005-06-26T03:20:00.000+08:00

I am miserably trying to switch back my body
system clock, but apparently, i've failed to do so.

Monday is coming and i seriously do not want
to wake up at 5.30am and prepare for school.
I think i am so dead, i didnt managed to complete
the whole of mathematics tys. I'd write a book to
tell everyone how much I hate maths. Ok whatever.
I need to spend 8 hours on studying everyday.
- chants.

For the past few days, i have been uploading
photos, digging out secondary 3, 4 photos,
(haha so ugly and funny) photoshop, busy
downloading brushes, maths and console
myself that its not too late to start mugging
for 8 hours from now onwards. haha.
please tell me i am hopeless.

I love to eat crab sticks.
Crab sticks gives me the energy.
They are my loves. Haha.

I will be studying tmr after church. YAY.

Good night everyone.

2005-06-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

guess who's back, back again.
rachie's back, tell a friend. :D :D

okay, school is about to start.
i'm still in the midst of completing homework.
seems like the holidays havent even started. haha
Its time I start panicking for O levels.
(~~too late~~, its never too late. lol)
self console self console self console.
i have bad news, i am offically broke. haha
fairygodmama, give me some $$$. :D

playing around with photoshop makes me happy.
it kills boredom, it kills time, it kills.. you. haha.
haha, but im happy. :D okay whatever haha.
oh, and seems like everyone has contracted my
contrasting, brightness, saturation disease. (HAHA)

i extracted this from nor's blog :
"we did a rap for rachel. yo rachel yeah
yo yo yo yeah yo yo yeah yo wassup",
"weiwei just sat there and stared at the both us
like as if eileen and i have sprouted horns from
our heads. omg i love these people.
they are so fucking hilarious".
(not even hilarious ok! nor stop rachel yoyo-ing)

i still have plenty of homework.
some kind soul please help me. ):

i hate school i hate school i hate school.
go and die go and die go and die.

ok bye bye

hello town, goodbye home.

2005-06-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

today's the first time i changed and prepared
everything within an hour. thanks to the stupid
handphone who died on me.

Met up with jo and sam for dental. (snores)
Headed to town, walk shop walk shop walk shop.
I finally got my zara skirt. (haha)
Jo was seeing her cash flying away.
Sam was our personal assistant helping us to
carry shopping bags. (dont kill me, hahaha)
we had cheap food today. haha. (no $$$$)
then we got thirsty, so we went to grab a drink.
so SMART jo went to grab that Yeo's Japanese
Green Tea bottle. Haha jo's face turned green.
so i grabbed and drink. i nearly died. She went
to pick green tea with no sugar. so smart what!

haha, but it was quite good.
i was so high and i was laughing non stop. (lol)
(stupid jo, why you go and put you have no
choice but to play and laugh with me, it was
all your fault ok. hahaha)

btw, jo and sam. I uploaded pictures alrd.

ok whatever, i dont even know what kind
of entry i am typing. haha.

I have plenty of things to do now
playing with photoshop and downloading
plenty of brushes. HEEHEEHEE.

bye bye everyone.
i am so happy. haha

red red red.

2005-06-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, when i think back of the past, when i
go to the blog, friendster and everything. it makes
me feel silly. why am i so stupid to even make an
effort to see things that i dont like. i wonder if its
worth it. I hate your actions and what you are
doing now. I feel very very angry. I dont need
to live in memories anymore. It makes me sick.
By the way, im not pin-pointing names here,
just thinking too much. Maybe?

I had enough.

It's still so hard to believe

went shopping with nor (110605).
i swear my legs were about to break.
bought tops, lingerie.
shopping makes people happy. (:

who else am I gonna lean on

ok, i need to study ~~tomorrow~~ today.
i still have plenty of homework to complete.
homework makes me ___ (fill in the blanks)

who's gonna take your place

my body is aching like hell.

byebye world.

we belong together

2005-06-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

my life is pathetic.

homework homework homework.
go out go out go out go out go out.
talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk.
online online online online online.
taking photos taking photos taking photos.

I am getting so frustrated, its so hot and humid!!

despite all the setbacks (haha) i've encounter..
i still have 'you should know', 'guess someone',
'guess who', 'everybody guess', chomps, nor,
shar, weiwei, jillianyue (lol) and those around me.
i love each and single one of you. (:

when you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
come back baby please
we belong together
who else am I gonna lean on
when times get rough
who's gonna talk to me on the phone
till the sun comes up
who's gonna take your place
there ain't nobody there
we belong together.

karma.

2005-06-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

Its funny to realise how people actually deny their
faults, saying things that dont mean anything at
all. Im not pin pointing names, but what good can
a person get? I believe in karma, what goes around
comes around. It seems like this is just a dream.
when i close my eyes, i see us being so close, and
when i wake up, we're so far apart from each other.
Why? I dont know either.
Well, your actions make you who you are.

Im good without you.

I cant seem to extract all my thoughts out.
Ok, i think i am thinking too much today. haha.
Oh, I realised sleep is the only thing in life that
people will constantly look forward to. haha.

on a lighter note, the girls are back from taman
negara. haha, i am going to find out the details!
should i start my maths today or tomorrow?

byebye everyone.

I like to move it, move it.

2005-06-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

I like to move it, move it.
I like to move it, move it.
I like to move it, move it.
Ya like to MOVE IT.

I want to watch madagascar soon!!
I've been out for the whole week. went back to sch
for a/c lesson. daisy tan - wierdo wierdo wierdo.

nor : i hope you enjoyed your birthday yesterday.
esp the cake we bought for you, much love (:

I need to stop going out by next week.
I need to stay home and mug mug mug mug.

I havent even started on my homework.
only on maths paper one/chapt one when i've
to complete thw whole bloody ten year series.
mr tan can go and fly kite. ugh.

I hate maths.
I hate maths.
I hate maths.
I really hate maths.

anyway, i need to prepare to go shopping now.
meeting my three gf's now. (eileen, lisa,mad)

bye bye everyone!

i never said i'd lie and wait forever.

2005-05-31T11:15:00.000+08:00

I think it was a dream. Does it make sense?

Chinese O's has finally come to the end.
I hope i do well, I do not wish to retake again.
Chinese makes me sick.
Hooray, i did some shopping yesterday too.
I tell you, i was so bloodly tired. Im getting old.

I have a bad feeling about this. June holidays're
gonna pass very quickly and the next moment,
i will see myself in school again. I cant wait to
get out of this stupid school. And, I have ten
thousand piles of homework to do. Argh. I dont
think i can finish them. No, i think i am just lying.
I need to wake up from my deep sleep. Haha.

1st & 2nd week of jun - go out go out go out go out.
3rd & 4th week of june - mug like hell mug like hell.

Ok i love eileen seah xin hua (i was being forced)
I love quite alot of people, like my mama, daddy,
sister, chomps, and those around me. haha.
Im quite a _____ ( fill in the blanks).

I have dental later and i am going shopping again!
( if my stupid tooth doesnt hurt.)

I still hate myself.

ok now, byebye.

go and die, go and die, go and die.

2005-05-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

go and die go and die go and die go and die go and die.
go and die go and die go and die go and die go and die.
go and die go and die go and die go and die go and die.
go and die go and die go and die go and die go and die.

everything around me has practically been shit.
nothing makes me smile, eat, shit, urine, sleep.

I know im supposed to be sleeping, snoring
and drooling on my bed, but my eyes just wont shut.

Mid-year results was a wake up call.
Im so tired after doing all the letter writings, compo's
and copy and paste answers from comprehensions.

I love god.
I love chinese. (like real)
I love my mummy, daddy, meimei.
I love chomps (: *remb our date. lol.

I hate myself.

The scars reminds us that the past is real.

2005-05-15T11:22:00.000+08:00

I cant stand the pain, and i cant make it go away.

; will be gone for the time being, < /3

Supposingly; 1 Year 3 Months.
2005-05-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

spinning : simple plan - untitled

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me.

Fly far far away

2005-05-12T14:49:00.000+08:00

Hello. I am back after ten thousand years.
But i am going away for a holiday with my
chinese books.

Im prepared to flunk my whole mid year's.
All the papers i sat for was crap.
Maybe its just that i dont know how to
imply what i've learnt, or maybe.. Grr.
Last paper tmr. I cant wait for it to end.
I'll have a long weekend this week.
Marking day's on Mon,
Half-Day school on Tuesday.
Yay to that.

How could this happen to me

I made a promise to myself, i will be back
with my books after this week. Haha.
Then, i'll have 2 weeks or so left to Chinese O's.

and i cant explain what happened

Ok, im going to fly somewhere far far away
with my chinese books.

Bye bye Everyone.

2.4km runs

2005-04-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

Today is the 14th, it also marks a;
Happy 1 year 2 months anniv,
to you baby. (:

Had 2.4km runs today.
Ever since Ms Tan took our class this
year, we hardly trained. Unlike Mrs Tay.
My stamina dropped like nothing,
with the flu and the cough, it made me
far worst. I only knew, when i got my
position card, i blacked out. Sigh.
Im disappointed with myself.

For all i know, i want to thank my love
for being there for me. (:

Draineddddddd

2005-04-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

This entire week was probably the worst week in
my life. The only thing that made me felt alive was
to countdown for the weekend. School has been
very stressful. Having 6 periods of social studies
for the entire week was a killer. Thank God A.Lim
was in a good mood. God Bless Miss Lim.
All the tests and piles of work i've been getting
was probably meant to send me to heaven.

PFT (5items) is like on next wednesday.
and on thursday, we will be having 2.4runs.
I am ~~seventeen~~ sixteen and i'm
weak and old and i have no more stamina.

I cant wait for tomorrow to come.
Friday is FINALLY here.
It feels like ten thousand years.
I will pamper myself tomorrow with jac.
I will go and have a break and relax.
*** I will study when i get home.

I promise i will spend my time studying
chinese, finishing up my work and revising
all my subjects during the weekend.

I'm tired.
I'm really tired. ):

25 days to mid year's.
52 days to chinese O's.

I am going to die of sadness.

Heroine

2005-04-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

I'm a heroine.

Its been awhile, my apologies.
I've been superly busy with school and all.
I see white/grey hair growing out from my roots.

1 month left to Mid Year's. (omg)
59 Days left to Chinese O's. (omg omg)
4 Days left for jac to come back. (omg omg omg)

April Fool's Today.
We switched classes with.. i forgot what class.
Mr Tan is weird, NO, quite funny actually.
Linda teo wasnt surprise prolly cos she
experience it every year.

The first day i stepped into this year,
everything is just about sch, work, exams.
What Else. ):

anyway,

- i miss jac!! come back soon!!
- school has been sucha chore. ):
- teachers have been giving piles of work/tests
- i have never been so hardworking before.
- i am finally touching my chinese books.
- i still hate vectors.
- A.Lim to have a good mood on mon. (please jesus)
- i learnt alot of new english words. (hahahah)
- i will be going full swing studying tmr/sunday. =D
- Miss Daisy Tan is.. ~~funny~~ weird. (lol)

Fellow Classmates,
please hand in all your work on monday,
i'm very (x1000000000) to chase all of you.

okay goodnight. <3

Jaded.

2005-03-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of March holidays. :(

At least i did some shopping. (hee)
Adidas sale is a must-go, almost all at 1/2
priced, but the cashier's are all slow coaches.

Ahh, i havent been touching chinese for this
whole week, i bought ten year series but i dont
even understand a single thing in there 'cept
for the comprehension ~~so i gave up~~. NO, i wont
give up so easily. =((

Ok whatever.
Im still in the midst of completing piles of homework.
And, i still have alot to study!! I havent touched my
books that is covered with dust. urm, ok not that bad
actually, im just exaggerating. ok i should shut up. =
I need to :
1) Put in 10000000% effort in my studies.
2) Concentrate 200% on my chinese.
3) Finish up Chinese TYS ( by hook or by crook)
4) Practice all my subjects every single day.
5) NO copying of assignments.
6) Lesser shopping spree.
7) Eat Less.
8) Go threading!!!

with my beloved sister at the back. haha.

Tragedy.

2005-03-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

tragedy

though i ran into you down on the street

then it turned out only to be a dream.

make it last

no matter how far.

why is it that people are telling me

things that i dont wish to hear?

i'm feeling sad.

100th Storey.

2005-03-15T10:03:00.000+08:00

Its the start of March Holidays.
Heehaw.

Yesterday, (140305) was extreme torture for me.
Went for dental, and i've a very bad fractured
tooth, the gums're growing in the tooth, so the
dentist got to cut open my gums and remove it.
It was Ouch. Two panadols werent effective at
all. Only the pontsan works. I think i'll lose that
tooth very soon. I have problems eating. Sigh. =(
I thought i was going to die out of extreme pain.

Last Saturday, (120305) was SAC's Carnival.
It didnt turned out that bad. Teacups were cool.
(lol). The ~~Viking Ship~~, Sampan was good.
Haha. It was quite fun actually. I came home
with lobster skin. I had a very ugly skin due to
wearing of spects. Hah. My nose is peeling and
Im itching. Bahhhh.

Today, Maria gonna leave for India.
I will miss you girl..

On a heavier note,
I have 100th storey high of work to finish up.

- English ( compre/ summary/ compo)
- Maths Enlargement ( Till Qn 14 )
- Chinese ( compo / read pg 1- 200)
- Bio Practical (12.1 / 12.2)
- ~~Geog.E (Pg 299 Qn 1/2/3)~~
- Social Studies (Wb Pg 28/ 30/ 31 Qn3a)
- Geog + SocialStud Current Affairs (12)

I still have a whole lot more to revise. =(
I just realised, 2 months ++ to Chinese O's.
I have a sad life.

What a long entry.

Wished i was never a woman.

2005-03-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

I hate cramps.
I hate cramps.
I hate cramps.
I hate this time of every month. ):

School today went exceptionally slow
for me. We had stupid morning runs
and we were skipping girls for P.E.
My tummy was being a washing
machine. I didnt felt good at all. ):

Tomorrow would be the last day
of school for us. (sort of). Friday's
an off day to prepare the carnival.
Saturday, it would be play time.

But, All Thanks to the stupid school
who said that Sec4/5's do not need to
help out in the carnival, thats why we
went for the walkaton last year was just
bullshit. Instead, each of us got picked to
assist the carnival, and i got a shitty time
slot which is from 2-5pm. Doing cups. (?)
so i decided to change to 11-230pm. At
least i dont need to clear up those cups.
(with soap. InsideJoke. Hahaha).

I dont care i am gonna get all the free rides.
HeeHeeHawHawHooHoo.

March Holidays are coming.
I cant wait to study and finish up stuffs.
and, I have alot of homework to complete.

I'm deprived of shopping. (sadly)

Im talking complete Poppycock.

She will be loved.

2005-03-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

Many things happened overnight.
I've come to realise,
Ignorance is bliss.

For this whole week,
I feel so motivated and accomplished.
Its so not me. I hope its not too late to like
start studying now though i think its kinda
late. (haha) Im just trying to console myself.
I have alot to catch up. esp, chinese. (zZzzz)

I have so much to say,
but, im just too lazy. hoho.

It was raining like chickens and ducks.
I wonder whats with the weather.

On a much lighter note,
Tomorrow is friday.
Tomorrow is friday.
Tomorrow is friday! =D

Rachel Shut up.

I stand alone
2005-02-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

Dreams are all forgotten.
Memories all turned rotten.

2005-02-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

dont let me let you go

Broken this fargile thing now,
and i cant, pick up the pieces..

When will you ever be here.
To make me feel alive once again.
Cant you see that you're my only one.

Here's to the night we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye.

Yours Truly,
Rachel < /3

AbsoLut.

2005-02-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

Tell me why the weather so hot.

PE sucked.
Ran.
'Constipation' (haha) stretching.
I can feel my legs giving away :
AbsoLut Citron.

Adeline Lim = idiot. (as usual)
Pratically trying to find fault with us.
Adeline Lim: " How is the class going
to study without the visualizer?
Chairman : " We use the whiteboard."
Hahaha.

Nanyang Poly Visit tommorow. Damn.

Dar; I miss you.

With the stacks of homework i have,
I can build Orchard Road No. 2.

When All Else Fails; Hide.

I have a new ~~lust~~ list. Hahaha.
$$$, tops, skirt, shorts, chucks, ~~sandals~~,
bag, studs, pedicure, threading, 6170/7270,
wear contacts(lol), fair-er skin, lose 3- 4kg.

I should stop day-dreaming now.

One Year Anniversary. (:

2005-02-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

My body's almost out of order.

14 Feb 05
Baby : Happy One Year Anniversary :),
Congrats to you for passing your
driving test. Im happy for you. :)

Happy Valentine's to everyone out there.
I know i'm a little too late, heh.

School was like damn draggy today.
We didnt had morning runs today, (yay)
thats because our dearest principal nagged
at us for the whole assembly as no one
has asked for extra carnival tickets to sell yet.
Quite sad actually. (rolls eyes) Boo hoo hoo.

To add on, i got PLENTY of homework. Ugh.
Just to remind myself,

- 7 Social Studies current affairs.
- Social Studies wkbk source based Qn 3.
- Maths Vectors Hw Set 3.
- Geog.E

my legs are itchy, need to shop soon. (:

I cant wait for the weekends to come.
If only there's no Monday. (Zzz)

i am tired, and i think i should shut up.
okay byebye.

Chinese New Year Eve

2005-02-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

Hello, i am back to blog again, and its like
already February. Anyway, Happy Chinese
New Year Eve to y'all. =)

School, had been boring, as usual. (since when
it's interesting). Okay and, i have lots and lots
and lots (x10000000) of homework to complete.

I still think WE deserve a break on this Friday.
School is sucha chore. Tsk.

Had school today, and celebration was boring.
Went to Jac's workplace, then to town (yay),
All the shops were filled with humans.
I did some last minute shopping.
so i came back with 2 tops. =)

- FCUK shocking pink top.
- Ralph Lauren Polo Tee. ( Thanks Dar. <3,
(I like it very much, apperciated it, hugs.)

i would take you along, everwhere i go.

AND, since its Chinese New Year,
More Angbao's will be coming my way,
which also means more $$$ will be filled
into my pockets soon. tee hee.

Family Reunion Dinner, Soon. (zZz)

3 Day Camp.

2005-01-27T18:07:00.000+08:00

Im back to blog after a long holiday. Haha.
I've so many things to do complete.
I havent really rested since school started.

Just to remind myself, (haha)
- Social Studies Workbook homework.
- Geog.E work.
- Maths Revision Worksheet.

Okay anyway,
Im having some stupid 3 day camp.

We can just stick our buttocks to the floor
and chairs for 1000 hours, just to listen to
those big shots and professionals talking,
on how to manage time, note-taking skills
and resilience. Oh, and They have also
specially taken time off from their jobs and
to train us. and its just for US. So now,
should i be thankful to them or what? No?

Stupid Camp. ugh.

Tomorrow would be the absailing (?) thing, and
some pitching of tents? (HAHA)

Whatever it is, tomorrow is the last day.
Thank God.

You're my survival,
You're my living proof,
My love is alive and not dead,
I want to love you, hold you.

Yours Truly,
<3

Back to Blogging Business.

2005-01-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

14th Of Jan,
To sweetheart, Happy 11th to you. (:
Really enjoyed myself with you. (:

Okay, its finally the second week of saturday.
I've waited so long for the weekend to come by.
I really hate MOE and i really hate this 5-day-
work thingy that is going on. UGH. ):

- I have no time for my sleeping session.
- I got higher piles of work to complete.

and now that my sister is in geylang methodist,
i wake up at 0530 and reach school at 0645.
I am really exhausted.

ok shut up rachel.

On a lighter note,
- I got myself 3 new tops this week. yay.
- I got my new spects. Thanks dar. (:
- I finally chopped off my hair short.
no more rubberbands/clips for the time being ah.
it kinda sad to see my hair gone, lol. but i am happier
now, i dont have to blow my hair and tie my hair,
which saves me alot of time and energy. (haha)

i love you. (:

2005-01-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.

i really really hate school.